Wow haven’t written a blog in awhile. And the first thing I am gonna say is that my liver is giving out on me for all the drinking I’ve been doing. Don’t get me wrong, I love hanging out with everyone but I think the drinking for me needs to sllllloooowwww down. The effects of drinking haven’t been pretty either. I don’t mean the throwing up or the early morning hangovers. I mean the emotional withdraws that people have that come out when they drink. People should not, in my opinion, be holding back things that makes them happy, makes them cry, makes them angry, and makes them feel alone. There are always people out there to listen, granted when i am sober i am DEFINITELY DEFINITELY a better listener and i would expect the same from the people around me. When people do not confront their problems their problems slowly creep back when the person is alone and is given a lot of time to think. Its happen to you and its happen to me. So know this all who read this blog of mine.. that you are not alone and if you think hard enough there is always someone close to you that will listen… hello and goodnight