Haro Everyone…This entry is going to be a serious one so sorry if you were expecting something a little more on the lighter side of things. This entry is about what is important in life. People, meaning me and others in my life are so concerned with the technicalities and tidbits of life that they do not see the larger picture. We are always concerned about the next steps in our lives that we really never have time to smell the flowers, as my dad always use to tell me. My father, a great man in my eyes, was a keen example of a person who never stopped and smelled the roses in his prime, leaving behind precious memories and lost opportunities of some of the more monumental moments of other’s lives.  As much as I respect my father I would never want to be like him, always engrossed with his job that he loved, but missing out of the good times in his family’s life.  I dunno i need to finish this later….

OHAYO! Hello hello again my favorite people in the world. People that have the time and the sheer will to read my rambles. Well thats to say people actually READ my blog…which I am not completely sure I do have a fan base at all…probably not.Hello you people out there in realities of your own, I have this message for you and for you alone. Take the initiative to tell a girl you like that you like them before its too late!! and don’t do it half-assily yes i doubt that is a word but deal with it. Too many times and too many opportunities have passed where me, myself and i have lost the opportunity to tell a girl that I like them. Unfortunately for me sometimes I make it too blantly obvious that I just end up embarressing myself and forgeting about the entirety of the situation. The funny thing is this… I am sure you all have noticed by now that people you have no interest in persuing, you have an easier time talking to them versus people that you want to pursue? Like we have to impress the people we want to pursue with flashy phrases and quick wit when in actuality it seems like we are faking it. I have realized that i have done my fair share of this stupid shit and I am ashamed of myself. FOR SHAME FOOOOOORRRRR SHAMMMMEEE!!!!. So starting sometime next week when i can finally think straight I will try to the best of my ability to just be myself when speaking to a girl i have an attraction too. But knowing me I will just resort back to my retarded, shy self, sigh….Hello and good afternoon.

yes if you read that heading it is pretty accurate to what time this article was posted. It is freakin 6am well 5:56am but don’t look at the technicalities on the time, I am studying with some friends in the 24 hour room and i swear the walls and my general perception of the room is RIDICULOUSLY obscure….I MEAN RIDICULOUSLY…..wait wait if that didn’t make an impression maybe RIDONKULOUS will absolutely RIDONKULOUS….anyways thats all. hello and goodmorning.

Ciaossu, Hello all my fans and readers out there which i am beginning to believe there are none….but anyways here is another late night Moon RANT WOO HOO YEAH……woot. So this is something that I noticed alot and probably have noticed this too. As a disclaimer I am not aiming this rant towards anyone I know so if people are like “well he is probably talking about blank or blank blank, YOU ARE COMPLETELY WRONG!!” This is just a concept not a specific. So here is something I noticed…have you noticed that when you have a woman and a man that are friends, one of them eventually likes the other at some point and time, but either person just becomes a “good friend” that the other person can fall back on to talk to? This is not saying that i don’t do that as well, there are girls that I heard like me but I only see them as friends. But man this situation happens WAYYY too often, these girls or guys talk about how their relationship sucks and complain and bitches to their closes opposite sex friend who clearly CLEARLY possibly has feelings for them, but still supports them. I think the biggest dagger to the heart is when that person says “oh you are a great FRIEND,” with the emphasis on friend man that word echoes in you like a fart does in European Chapel. But I know I am wrong to say that in every situation this occurs, where one of the two people likes the other but can’t be with them due to ::spooky voice:: UNFORESEEN CIRCUMSTANCES WOOOOOOO… but whatever it happens sheeettttt, deal with it…HELLO and goodnight.

dadada listening to some classical music with a fiddle ahhh beautiful. Anyways that beside the point. The other day when I went to the mall with my friend’s entourage of girls, a familiar smell brought back a lot of memories for me. A girl in the mall was wearing a type of perfume I recognized from awhile back. This particular perfume brought with it a gale of memories which flushed through my brain. I would like to say that these memories were all good, but some weren’t. I don’t want to sound like an emo kid or anything but things in the past should stay in the past, because if we are always dwelling on them we can’t make room for the future and what it brings. As hard as it is sometimes to forget these things there will always be reminders whether it be food, song, scents, or objects and for me it was that scent of that perfume…err yeah thats it. Hello and goodnight.

FUFU… Here is something random early morning ranting for everyone. Dunno why I am thinking of this right now but I guess the purpose of a blog is to write pretty much what is on your mind and have other people say….hmm thats interesting to it…or thats creepy and weird. Anyways here is my little bit of weirdness, I was wondering about street bums and beggars in general when they ramble and talk to themselves are they just talking nonsense or is there a possibly they are seeing something that normal functional people such as ourselves don’t notice because we are all in tuned with reality? I am not making the argument that there exists a matrix like realm outside of our own, but it would be ignorant of me to ignore the possibilities of alternative realities and space in it self. Fatigue tends to make you think of these weird awkward thoughts in all truth. Just something to swirl around the ol’ gray matter. Hello and Goodnight.

Oiisu this is moon again with another life lesson that makes you go hmmm. Well not really. Life in college is nice, I mean don’t really have to worry about the constant day to day scheduling and all. I live alone and I must admit bachelor life…kind of…….well…….errr…sucks really it does. I think it is the older I get the more I want to have a romantic relationship with someone. Or maybe that what a small town like Davis does to you when you live here for too long. Your mind formulates thoughts of matrimony and settling down with one person for the rest of your life… thats a sad thought at this juncture of my life. I would rather fall in love with someone right now then marriage. I did meet an amazing girl, her smile, her laugh, her views on life. I think i’m in love hahaha… probably not but I like being around her.. she makes things….fun and interesting and she has something that most people don’t: a balance between brains and fun. She smart, and beautiful has a smile that could melt and weld steel together. I think about her alove nowadays maybe because I am lonely or maybe because I have been secluded from female touch for awhile…wow that explains why I been giving a lot of hugs lately…..::thinks:: yeah it does. I think NYC has also added to my ADHD nature, I feel restless, more restless than I felt before. But we will see how things unfold with the passing days and months. we shall see. Hello and Goodnight.