Mahalo… I am going to be a doctor. I have decided on this along time ago but but something always kept me back. I think it was a lack of confidence in my ability to do things. It is really true what they say… with confidence there are no walls that can not be overtake or any obstacles that stand in your way. Don’t get me wrong do not mistake confidence for arrogance or cockiness. Those are two traits that will ultimately lead to one’s demise, mentally and physically. What I am referring to is the confidence to always moving forward without any hinderances or hindering other people. To be an individual in this world of couples and pairs. We need to have relationships with others to communicate and to progress farther in this world, but what we do not need is to lose oneself to depedency. Those people, in my opinion, are those who lack the confidence to make something out of themselves in this world. To fall into the cracks of the common people and become people with lost dreams and goals. As much as I would love to find someone, an equal, I have failed to find a person that can catch up to my standards, my lifestyle, my strength as an individual. I hate to sound egotisitcal or arrogant myself…in fact i am sure i sound like a complete ass by saying so. But no one in my life has able to match who I am and what I choose to accomplish with or without others…Because even though no man is an island, it doesn’t mean that they can’t become one. hello and good night