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Archive for October, 2009

When I look in the mirror do I see who?

Good Evening ladies and gents, let me lay another mental brain drain on you again. Fair warning everyone has their emo moments and I like to think that I am no different. Today’s topic my dear audience is about significant others. People that we can not do with. It doesn’t necessarily mean the opposite sex but it could mean a person that you feel a strong bond or connection with. Someone that you know that will watch your back and you don’t have to worry about taking care of themselves. But you hang out with this person knowing that they know you and vice versa. Most people believe that these people are their lovers. Some believe it is their friends. Others believe it is their parents. And then there are people like me… I feel that no one in my life has fit this general criteria. Not friends, not lovers not family. One dear friend of mine is close, but he is living his own life and I couldn’t be prouder of him. He is the one person that through thick and thin, I would rather have him by my side than anyone in this entire world. To most of my friends I am an enigma, a mystery. Not that I choose to be but because no one wants to take the time to know me. All they want is instant relief for their own lives. Not that they are selfish, it just they need someone to talk to, to console them in a harsh world of critism and unforgiving people. But it makes me wonder where will the person that knows me be? At what time can I finally lay in their lap while they softly console me? At what point can I stop being the strong cold individual that always takes control of his life and be the weak person crying in the corner? As of now and as of for a while probably not for a longgg time. Anyways my dear dear patrons, I bid thee a fair well for I can not think of any more to type…Hello and good night